betterthanaplan: (lens flare)
It was Duke's birthday.

It wasn't something he'd ever made a real big deal about. Most years he wouldn't even notice it happened until well after the day had already passed. But this year? This year, when he looked at the actual date, was one that couldn't be ignored.

According to math, today was the day that Duke turned fifty.

Of course, he'd traveled back and forth through time enough times -- and spent enough chunks of time in places where it just worked different -- that he had absolutely no idea what his "biological" age would be. For all he knew, his body had reset when Lucifer resurrected him and he was actually less than a year old. But his birth date had always been June 2, 1975. And the current date, Fandom-wise (and . . . maybe in this LA? His phone still kept Fandom time, as far as he could tell) was June 2, 2025.

Fifty years. Did he feel fifty? What did fifty even feel like? He knew what "old enough to just fuck off and die" felt like. He didn't feel like that. But hopefully he wouldn't have until he was in his 80s, anyway.

He sat sprawled on Lucifer's couch, a drink on the side table, and tilted his phone this way and that as he used the selfie mode to take in his "reflection". The silver at his temples didn't seem to have grown much over the last couple years, which he supposed was good. There were a few gray hairs in his beard these days, too. Where else was he supposed to see age? None of his parents or grandparents had stuck around long enough -- or lived long enough -- to even get old. He didn't have anything for perspective.

And again, time travel. So.

"Age ain't nothin' but a number," he muttered to himself. And tried to decide if the crows feet around his eyes were too prominent or not.

[for those in LA with him, for ALL the slow play, and look. Day-after is actually REALLY GOOD for me remembering this boy's birthday, okay??]
betterthanaplan: (rather damp)
The post-resurrection high Duke had apparently been riding since they'd gotten back from Haven had faded, though he still felt physically better than he had in a long time. Possibly ever.

He was doing his best to maintain that physical wellbeing, even if his emotional wellbeing was slightly rockier again, and as such, very nearly ended up late to his planned date night with Lucifer, having spent longer swimming easy laps in the pool than he'd intended.

He was pretty sure Lucifer wasn't going to knock him too much for still being damp from a post-swim shower as he set the table and carefully plated the Egyptian-style fish sandwiches he'd put together for them for dinner.

The fact that he was wearing one of his favorite worn-soft old flannel shirts open over his bare chest might help, too. ;D

[for him!]
betterthanaplan: (snuggly hat)
Most days, Duke was fine. Better than fine, even; he'd been essentially rebooted, after all. Turned off and back on again and all his caches had cleared and -- yeah, he honestly didn't know anywhere near enough about computers to make this metaphor work. He'd been in a dry dock of sorts. All patched up and back in shipshape.

Most days.

He couldn't remember most of the dream when he woke, his heart triphammering in his chest. Just the sense of utter helplessness that had accompanied it, and the sense that the gremlin man -- Croatoan -- was lurking at the edges, smirking in delight. He sat up in bed, trying to force his breathing back under control, and hoped he hadn't woken Lucifer or Octavia.

He really liked being fine. He wanted that feeling back, dammit.

HE slid out of bed, trying not to disturb anyone, and went to go hunt down a coffee.

[for the partners]
betterthanaplan: (head empty heart full)
Going from a warehouse in Haven to his own boat back in Fandom was a bit of a whiplash. It wasn't necessarily new -- the multiverse had always liked to yank Duke around -- but after everything he'd been through in the last not even 24 hours, it took him a little bit longer than usual to recover.

Oh fuck. He had so much to recover from.

He sat back, bumping against the booth bench, and took a second to breathe. Either Lucifer was God or he was still in Hell.

So much to recover from.

"Let's just. Not go anywhere for a couple days, yeah?"

[for the partners. YAY AFTERMATH!]
betterthanaplan: (dying for your sins)
Arrival in Haven )

The Duke who isn't )

A vault, a showdown )

Hell )

A return )

[Preplayed with the fantabulous [personal profile] my_own_advocate and [personal profile] okteiviakom. Not so much adapted as completely reimagined from the end of season 5B of Haven. CW: CHARACTER DEATH (temporary), gore, murder, possession, Hell, etc. Our folks do not have a good time, okay?]

[Anyway, NFB due to distance]
betterthanaplan: (why yes I have done some modeling)
"There is a sickening lack of lingerie boutiques for guys," Duke declared as they approached the closest thing he'd managed to find to such a thing in about . . . five minutes of googling. "Absolutely sickening. Not that I'm above crossdressing, but still."

"Sing it, girl," said a passerby. Duke flicked them a smile before refocusing on his date for the evening.

"Shall we?"

[for the date, NFB due to distance, with possible NSFW images linked in the comments. Link above is perfectly SFW though!]
betterthanaplan: (extra beachy)
It had been ages since the last time Duke had been fishing, and he didn't have a stock of supplies on the Fin and Tonic, but there were plenty of places to pick up gear, and it wasn't like he was strapped for cash. So after Lucifer had mentioned enjoying hanging out with him while he fished, Duke had picked up a rod and some bait and looked for a good quiet spot for some casual fishing.

The guy at the shop had talked his ear off about catching bonefish, so he was actually pretty excited.

He sent his location to both his partners -- in case Octavia should want to hang out as well -- and settled in with his rod to see what he could catch.

[nfb, natch, for the partners and all the slow play as usual!]
betterthanaplan: (the ukelele)
Duke had gone into town this morning, and come back with an acoustic guitar. It'd been ages since he'd last played, so he set about turning and warming up with unusual focus before eventually starting to play something relatively simple.

"Sorry
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like sorry, like sorry
. . . ."

Should the narrative pretend that his song choice was random? Obviously it was not. It had been running through his head for days.

[for those on the island, and likely slow play!]
betterthanaplan: (it was a good day)
Duke sailed into port right on time. He stood as he eased the OceaNyx in and shouted "Ahoy, Fin and Tonic!"

He'd only been alone for two nights, not the four he'd originally been thinking about. But it was plenty. He was more than ready to see his people again.

[for tho partners, should they want to ping in. NFB]
betterthanaplan: (distant surf)
Duke was making great time on the OceaNyx. The wind was strong, the water a bit choppy but not alarmingly so, and the sun was shining. Duke sat at the stern, watching the sail and the whispy clouds behind it, breathing in the salt air for the umpteenth time.

It was exhilarating. Liberating.

Kind of . . . melancholy.

He missed his partners.

Ye olde yelling at the sea trope )

[establishy, NFB due to distance.]
betterthanaplan: (pleased)
After some negotiations — and promises to radio regularly — Duke had his plan worked out. He’d booked a water portal large enough for the OceaNyx to sail through and get him about halfway to the Bahamas, from where he would sail solo to meet Lucifer and Octavia in a couple days at the port Lucifer had bought him years ago.

Duke was excited. Possibly more so than he’d been about anything in as much as a year. He was hitting the water, taking some time for himself, and would be spending the holidays with his partners somewhere warm and happy. The boat was loaded with the necessary provisions and he was ready to set sail.

“See you two beachside!”

[establishy/for the partners and slow play, depending on player moods!]
betterthanaplan: (binge-drinking weather)
Duke had had some time since his last therapist appointment to start slowly processing what his therapist had said. Specifically what the man had said about what he believed was the foundation of Duke's issues. A diagnosis if you will.

Which Duke had finally made time to look up and read about after getting home from the diner. And mull over over a cup of tea.

Sure, it wasn't the first time someone had suggested that he had PTSD. He'd kind of just assumed he had that, by now. But C-PTSD. The complex version. The one most associated with survivors of hostage situations or child abuse.

He sipped his tea and stared into space. And wished it didn't make as much sense to him as it did. Wished he didn't check off quite as many of the usual symptoms as he did.

"Fuck."

[for the partners if they wanna]
betterthanaplan: (doing the yoga)
It was gray and chilly, but not actively raining, so Duke was out on the deck with his yoga mat, working slowly through a nice basic flow.

He'd started his morning with a therapy session, in which he'd been given homework: to do whatever he needed to do to reconnect his body and mind. And since he was of the opinion swimming in the North Atlantic in December was something only fools did for longer than a few seconds at a time, he defaulted to yoga to try and do it.

His therapist had assured him he wasn't crazy, at least. (Well, actually, he'd given Duke a lecture on the history of the term as a pejorative and encouraged him to re-frame his ideas about mental health entirely.) So he had that going for him.

(Though at least being crazy might have felt like a nice excuse.)

[open to anyone on the boat or anyone wandering by!]
betterthanaplan: (bartending)
Duke was back in the mansion already for another date night, this time with Octavia. He felt a little more like he was settling into the whole ‘being a functional adult human being’ thing, and decided to try a new-to-him recipe, samosas with tamarind and date chutney. He also made sure to have plenty of lassi on hand, because the samosas were going to be quite spicy.

And, well. If he was also regularly reminding himself to relax and breathe. . . . Date night with Octavia didn’t historically go quite as well as it did with Lucifer. But getting all up in his head about it wasn’t going to help with that at all.

[for her as is mentioned!]
betterthanaplan: (bartending)
It was Wednesday, and Duke had spent the day primarily at the mansion, talking to an architect and an engineer about were and how to get an indoor pool with plenty of natural light into the building's basement.

Now he was in the kitchen, cooking up a nice, simple shrimp scampi, dressed up with the inclusion of fresh pasta. It was one of his first forays into making his own pasta, and while the noodles were definitely a bit on the uneven side, he was pleased with the results.

Now all he needed was his boyfriend, and Date Night could get properly underway!

[for him as is mentioned]
betterthanaplan: (one shot or two?)
Duke did not have a pineapple this time. Or flowers, for that matter, though he did bring a very nice bottle of wine for Lucifer, which he left in the kitchen for him to find.

Before wandering off through the rest of the mansion, getting more of a feel for the lay of the land, so to speak, and thinking about how to get his brain to accept the place as partially his as well as Lucifer's.

His boyfriend would be happy to hear it didn't involve netting. It . . . might involve an overabundance of plants that were inappropriate to the outside climate. And possibly multiple water features.

Duke didn't tend to do things by halves any more than Lucifer did, okay? He just . . . went about it slightly differently.

When it was time for Date Night to actually begin, though, he made sure to find his way back towards the kitchen. It wouldn't do to be late, after all.

[for him!]
betterthanaplan: (binge-drinking weather)
So. Duke and Lucifer had some things to hash out. Now that Duke seemed to be fairly firmly in the "feeling better" zone, he was less willing to let those things fester than he had been for the last . . . forever.

There was a brief discussion of maybe trying to do this at a restaurant along the boardwalk in hopes that it would keep them from exploding quite as dramatically at each other as they had in the past, but, well.

It wouldn't.

So instead, in search of both privacy and not alienating or upsetting Octavia, they'd settled on doing it in Lucifer's mansion.

Duke brought along several bottles of Lagavulin. A peace offering. Also because it was entirely possible this was going to be frustrating enough that Lucifer was going to need all the scotch he could get.

He knocked on the door, feeling slightly ridiculous as he did so. This was his boyfriend's house. The man who'd been living with him for years now. But, well. Here he was. Knocking.

[for said boyfriend, natch. And details NFB, please!]
betterthanaplan: (warrior variation)
It had been rather a nasty weekend for the folks living on the Rouge. Friday, of course, was facing down Mara, hopefully for the last time, and the fall out from that had lasted right through the next three days, with all three of them on egg shells with each other as they tried to deal.

Duke, especially, had been doing a lot of thinking. Too much thinking. About all the messy emotions he’d let out at Lucifer with nary a trouble — of his — in sight. The guilt alone should have us him babbling nonsense, and the denial, the grief, the anger, the defensiveness. . . .

But they’d touched him. They’d understood him. No one had started screaming in pain or finding their faces sewn up.

He was afraid to put words to what that meant.

He was also, once the lingering soreness of . . . whatever the hell “exploding” had amounted to, feeling physically better than he had in ages. So when his thoughts proved too much for him to sleep through, he made his way up to the deck and started working through some sun salutations.

He hadn’t noticed the dead plant yet.

[for the fellow boat people! Up a bit early EST for time zones and all the slow play purposes!]
betterthanaplan: (death glare)
[continued from here]

Duke's text to Lucifer and Octavia was brief, but hopefully conveyed enough of his nervousness to bring them running.

Audrey is here. Something's wrong. Meet us at Selkie Peak

That was far enough into the rocky bits that they weren't likely to run into anyone else. Duke didn't much feel like inviting Audrey -- and thus Haven -- back to the boat. Not until he knew for sure the troubles were all done with.

Actually, considering how his partners were likely to react to her presence, probably not even then.

Haven was involved. Nothing about this would go WELL. )

[preplayed with the inimitable [personal profile] okteiviakom and [personal profile] my_own_advocate, and only for them for any IC interaction, please. Broadcast is okay, though minimal details would be appreciated!]

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